I’m dreaming of drowning right now.. literally dreaming it… like I need to be swimming in it. Like I can’t breathe up here… I need to go down… down… down… down past your zipper… lower… I’m burning from within.. there is a palatable thirst to drink from the pools of you. Every tiny little moleculeContinue reading “Suck My Vortex From Your Lips”
You should know this is the weirdest discovery for me. I have always been a sorta ‘spiritual soul’ in a weirdish way… like I would worship a lamp before I would believe in “your God” type. But I believe. Like the little Girl in Miracle on 34th street, I believe in you, God. I evenContinue reading “Im NOT an Athiest?! Oh My God!”
I let my world go a little flat today. I am looking for my old bike pump as we speak.. my disposition will inflate in no time, I have FAITH in the process, in the tools I already have in my toolbox. In my my strong heart, my own sacrifices. I know better than toContinue reading “wHy Im SORRY”
I stand at cliff’s edge looking out at the sky… there in that private place it doesnt matter if it should, it comes back without questions like why? and what does this mean? Are still as small as we seem? And there are all the love I give comes back. And your arms take up myContinue reading “Were I an Honest Puck”
Im taking everything in doses, small easy little doses…. Taking doses of silk, just little bits of sweet… they tickle from the top of my head down to my little feet. … To be followed by a glass full of bitter… and hot… so hot its sticky the air so thick I cant breathe… and I hate thisContinue reading “Just a Spoonful”
These are my kids and a few I borrow from time to time, who very much feel like mine.
Being a momma to growing up kids is the best thing I get to do every single day. I realized I dont spend a lot of time on the topic here.. so my readers/and my one stalker should know…
I am never alone. I never get to go pee uninteruppted in my own home. But…. I know how to kiss away their tears, talk them out of all their fears… and that every day is better than the one before it no matter what is in it.
My inner toddler is resting. She finally fell asleep. 🙂
Is a cancer spreading across the land. Self righteous, indignant mysoginists take stand. But butterflies are free, at least that’s what they tell me. That I am a butterfly, transformed from the crazy… the roots of my family tree. I am free. I hold tight to this thought at night… when I remember the rootsContinue reading “Social Conservatism And Liberal Transformation”
That I am happy. The sun is shining. The birds are chirping. My children are all well loved and cared for. There is sushi waiting for me with a few of my good friends. My delicate friend… I hope you are outside in the sun shining brighter than you did yesterday, and still not asContinue reading “Just want to say right now…”
I think we should talk today… I have a lot, and I mean a lot on my mind and so much I want to say. I’m sad this morning because last night I was reminded of what my potential was or should have been. Another reminder that I had squandered 10 years of my purpose.Continue reading “Gather ye Rose Buds where ye may….”