Hard Hearted Harbinger

There are a few crumbs left on the table. The crumblings of the things we dared to dream, and the sense that we could become more than we seem.

Don’t worry, I can manage them. They have become my new companion.

I didn’t sleep last night, or the night before but when the dawn came… I felt a little less, and did a little more.

I am off searching for second, thicker skin, because all of this, every bit of its aching, endless possibility did me in.

I have no parting words of farewell for you, Harbinger.

Just a simple, I will see you later….

“A fo ben, bid bont.”


Love can build a bridge.. I am keeping my love WIDE OPEN for any wayward traveller seeking comfort. This bridge is being constructed for the “delicate” soul I hope can someday find her way across it.

This is my hope, my battlecry,  you are held in sway by the gossamer wings of the fiercest butterfly.


The You Do’s of VooDoo

I made friends with the Desert Sky last night….

I saw your Nova moving above me… in complicated twists that shone your light…

I call to you… “Have a nice flight”

This place, the here and now is where I stand rooted, grounded by my life, anyhow..

I send the best of me to ride your tide…

I will keep the rest of me here to stand gaurd over the things that do not have the strength to fly…

I am still a shephard, and must keep a watchful eye.

Saturdays Are …

Filled with the leftovers of Friday night. And you my old friend. And your laughter… your elegant way… your animated laugh… and the woman who stands taller than the girl I once and forever gave my whole self to…. Thank you Brandy, for giving her back to me.. and for keeping her safe.

I personally cant wait to live it all again with you.the door in the floor of my heart...

Lighter Sides

Im stuck in limbo, waiting for a traffic light..

I’m laying in your bed… recalling all the things I just didn’t do right.

I have danced with the devil in the pale moonlight…

Here I am in this altered state.. at the mercy of the hands of fate?

In a world full of collusion, and compromise- apathy is the only true demise.

I am stead fast,

I am strong,

I am ok with starting over, and admitting when I am wrong.





Simple Salt Lake City English

                Party of 3, Table for 1


I’m an amazing person.

 I’m on a journey one in a million people try to take.

 I will give love to all that I encounter, I will give of myself.

We will be forever changed.

 We already are.

 I have learned so much.

You have learned so much.

Be inspired.

Have your cake and eat it, too. ( made me laugh so hard…  thinking of you saying it) But, you have to add the ingredients to the cake that make it something easier to digest for everyone you wish to share it with. Otherwise, it’s just a cake made for you to eat.

Nothing can brake you if you stand up for yourself. Beautiful spirit! Stand!

Teach your daughter  to be the woman you can’t be. Give her the wings you never learned to use fully.

Know your limits.

Communicate. Openly.Always.

Be vulnerable to new people, and new things.

TRUST your ability to create something from nothing.



Make today count for something more than it did yesterday.

Don’t give your personal power away.

I’m in charge of my own happiness.

So are you.

The Universe will send such mysterious and wonderful gifts,

Get out of her way, so you can appreciate their majesty.

Thank you for sharing any piece of yourselves with me.

Thank you for a month of Thursdays.

Thank you for Sunday Mornings coming down….  😉

Thank you for consideration

Thank you for your iteration

Thank for you the inspiration

I hope you will both forgive yourselves for being human, for being scared, for being selfish, for feeling a little bit lost.

 I forgive you.

And I pray you will forgive me, too.

Mother, Mother Ocean

I am but a sailor, a wild cross haired fighter with no fight left in her…

I hear her call to me,

out there on the tide,

letting her waves roll into me…

she is my only guide.

The water breaks at my heart,

There is a reason for this season, the place where it began, I sail back to the start,

Searching almost in vain for the wisdom Mother Ocean can impart.

I think my compass broke when this wild child met this bloke.

I am a sailor, a real believer in your truth, beauty freedom, and love.

I am just a little lost,

 I will cling to the faith in you, mother, at any cost.

Sink or swim, this is all meaningless without him . .

Mother, mother hear my cry, shed some light for me, tell me your perfect reasons why…