I watched the snow fall, I watched his tears fall. We didn’t speak, but the cold and crisp cold mourning said it all.
Love doesn’t live here. He could not watch her go.
I heard the crunch of cold under his boot, I held my breath my heart calling .. “o please, turn one last time, give me one last look”
Waiting for his goodbye is like stopping, and stalling. On the freeway.
I’m waiting for the storms to pass and the carton of milk to expire.
Staking this heart on a pyre.
Change. 2012 brought nothing but the unrecognizable…
These things I miss…
Creature Comfort
Self assuredness
One of the most amazing people I will ever know.
Good times had
Friends who I somehow outgrew… I still love you.
Innocence.
That which I can live without…
The insincere
The selfish
The foolish
Voices raised in anger
Debts
The near loss of a loved one
Still I know despite all its unsettled dust this is my jumping off point. In a year or so, it will all change again, I know. So… then for now I want to thank my loved ones for being part of the weirdest, wildest year of my whole life. Im proud of all of you who played parts in the story we are still trying to understand. And Im proud of others too, for their contributions, their solutions, some elegant, some disgusting, some still so… enticing. 2012 I cannot say I will miss you, but like the song says, an old friend like you cannot be forgot.
Frozen ground, snow crunching beneath our feet.
Small children playing, their noses kissed with frost.
And you and I are still somewhere,
Some could call it lost. 
