It happens too quickly for me to keep still- to hold it in my tiny hands I’m racing and pacing the cold stone floor- But my fool heart is wasted… Chasing
Daughter- I cannot take it back. I did not see it coming. I just watched the pain ravage you from within, Daughter- I hold you while you cry. Held your hand with breaking heart, and red eye both times in the hospital because for you it was harder to breathe than it was to die. Seeing theContinue reading “Inheritance is Accidental”
Before the dawn breaks the sky and interrupts this perfect night… know this, I had fun. I laughed at you, and with you, and a lot at myself because I am so ridiculous. When daylight comes, I will move from this spot, and find another… and I will remember how I felt last night, andContinue reading “Midnight In The Garden Of…”
So as not to be seen, I stepped so slowly, with such purpose. So as not to be heard, I held my breath, and let my fingers stretch forward So as not to disturb you I have silenced my Siren Call. Making port in one particular harbor, nearby. So to keep moving I have pulledContinue reading “Speak Not, Hear Not, See Not”
These are my kids and a few I borrow from time to time, who very much feel like mine.
Being a momma to growing up kids is the best thing I get to do every single day. I realized I dont spend a lot of time on the topic here.. so my readers/and my one stalker should know…
I am never alone. I never get to go pee uninteruppted in my own home. But…. I know how to kiss away their tears, talk them out of all their fears… and that every day is better than the one before it no matter what is in it.
I think everything is returning to normal around my house. A new normal. Recently, we had a death in the family, and one displaced mother, and replaced with aunties and uncles and love and heartache and stress galore, and one seriously lost child, and someone ( I’m not naming names) ate all the good HalloweenContinue reading “I got a major case of the diabolical dib dabs of the blow hoe and other categorical catastrophes!”
If you live in my house and are about 3.5 feet tall you can see things that us taller folks cannot. There is a multitude of scary “baddies” that currently reside under the beds, and they seem to disturb our peace right around 8:45 pm. They’re inconsiderate, these “baddies” cannot seem to observe our households’Continue reading “Things That Go Bump In The Night- Where my Wild things Are”